BLAAH. My school's starting on Wednesday.
.... i'm very confused, i dunno if i should feel fear of going to new school or anixious or ... happiness or... or something. Actually i think i'm feeling all of those in mix. Even sadness, 'cause now i'm really getting older 'cause i'm going to high school and ... i guess that i'm not that much of a child anymore, and it's sad 8( I would like to go to Neverland and be a child forever! 8DD
..... which i probably end up doing anyway if i become anything like my father when i grow up. X''D He's such of a child even though he's already turned 50. : But i like that part of him, it's nice that when my mom is usually the dead serious one, my father can pull a joke into everything. Of course it's that i can't usually have serious talks with my dad but ... yeah.

NOW TELL ME WOULD YOU, how did i end up talking about my father?!
The main point was that i'm going to schoool! 8(((((( and i don't wanna! :< my free-time will be cut half from now on. ._____, So sad.
Annnnnd then i will get new haircut tomorrow, i'm so excited, i'm so obsessed with my hair. :''D It must sound weird but usually, when i have a bad hair day i'm just soooo angry and angsangst the whole day 'caise i fell so ... insecure with my hair looking bad. X'D

hmm-mm ... OH YEAH, visit here: [link] <------- it's a great site, it gives me hope damn it. D And makes my day better too.

NOW, byebye ~ n_______n (..........this was just a sort babbling-for-nothing journal, sorry 8DD)